so done with this friking a levels
stupid cb. urgh

I can do this

SO EXHAUSTED
But rest is for the weak so i shall continue.
I need some form of motivation so i can complete my work fast fast sigh

Dance is hard but nothing in life comes easy so.

Feeling so restless urghhhh

I just want to read read read i miss this feeling sigh

Finally finished reading 'the first phone call from heaven' by Mitch Albom. Won't say its a fantastic book, but got me thinking about some stuff soo yeah
Plus it's been 6 months since i've last read a novel.
Yeahmama.

Flesh and bone

Oh my god someone get me the killers CD please please pleaseeeeee :'( battle born album jqbdoadoabzoabxxosbso spaz. Uadiwbxiabdjdbdbddbejejdh gg.com i need to study kbye

I don't know if I'll survive but God I'll try

Oh god i'm getting anxiety over common tests
like this is so hard
i should stop whining ok bye

thank god my birthday is coming up soon, soon i guess :)

why

I have never ever felt so stressed before.
So unprepared for exams.

Maybe

I hope you know that I still miss the advice you used to give me
And I hope you know that I really wish to see you again friend :(

I hope everything's going fine for you cause I still love you a lot a lot a lot a lot.

sigh

If you ever come back

Feeling kind of sad that you're not around
How i wish we were still in the same school, wandering around school together...
Sigh.

You're better than i've ever imagined

Time to say goodbye

I honestly don't give a damn about you and your opinions anymore.

Tirelessly trying to make you happy while compromising on my happiness.
Stopcomplainingstopcomplaining.
If i were her/him, it'd be nice for someone to care, right? Or do people no longer give a shit if they actually get sympathy from their friends or what cause all the want to do is to rant and rant and get the whole bloody earth to sympathise with them.
Bloody hell the flowers and trees will die.
(not before i do)

Don't you think that its boring how people talk?

We're different but we share similar goals in life
How wonderful a feeling is that? :))))))))))

Imagine one day where we achieve all those goals we've aimed for since 18. Just wow.

(Extremely random post but OK)

In sooth, I know not why I am so sad:
It wearies me; you say it wearies you;
But how I caught it, found it, or came by it,
What stuff 'tis made of, whereof it is born,
I am to learn;
And such a want-wit sadness makes of me,
That I have much ado to know myself.

Just feeling a little let down by people around me. I'm really trying my best to be nice 'cause i love them too much to see them go

I still find it in my heart to say I love you

Wow omg Niran just dumped a whole pile of things to do on me today during Open House.

I'm not mentally prepared like whatttt.

Do I really have that much to do.

Dayum Elections adhoc you bitch come at me bro I'm not scared of you.

I honestly don't know why I'm typing like this but it feels right haha.

Anyway today I truly felt the NJ spirit that I've been lacking for the past year. During open house, we had an impromptu mass dance and oh my god the enthusiasm was contagious! Such a huge success I can't express the surge of pride in my heart! And the new P is a bomb man he's combining JAE classes and IP classes. I love him already. So much imminent change for the better!
Now I really wish I could stay in NJ for another 2 more years to see the progress!!

#legend46

We'll make it i swear

You know you're attached to someone when you've gotten so used to talking to them on a daily basis and they've become a part of your happiness. But when you guys don't talk, it's like a part of you is gone and you just start to miss them uncontrollably. 

What ifs

Ok i need, like i really need to stop thinking about my H3 math.

Like seriously.

I didn't get my MOE H3.
I know I should've expected it but the feeling of not getting what you want seriously seriously freaking sucks
[Heck I'm going to start whining here]
Like I really love math and I honestly don't know why my efforts for Chem didn't earn me a C. I've practiced so hard for Chem and what did it get me? A D grade.
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And this is going to sound v childish but people i don't even like got H3. Like what the sh*t. And she keeps rubbing it in my face. Damn it.
I can't exactly say nevermind cause i do mind a lot.


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