i can safely say that the time, the worst decisions make for the best lessons

//so far that's how my year seems to look like to be honest// 

\\& less than a week till i turn 20\\

so blessed not to have veered too far off the track despite all the nonsense things i've done 

And be near
Just for the moment
Stay here
Never go home

i've got so much to do i am barely surviving
also i keep getting distracted by.. lots of things, so upsetting

like all the boys i've liked before i look back at you and wonder what the actual fuck was i thinking.