It doesn't really mean much when someone says, "I miss you a lot" or "I really wish you were here" or "I'll make time for you for us to meet up!" because I'm a firm believer that actions speak louder than words. Talk is cheap so just do something to prove it. I mean you can go ahead and proclaim to the whole world that I mean a lot to you but I absolutely refuse to believe it until you actually do something.

If you don't want to see me again or don't want to spare time to meet me then don't say anything about wanting to meet me. I'll find it hard to understand why but it's better than promising to do so then nothing happens. Cause I'll just keep waiting and waiting, wondering when will you actually do what you promised. The sad thing about this is, you can't take back what you said and I can never unhear or unread what you said / texted me so. Sometimes I think I should take the initiative but I just don't want to cause a) you were the one who promised, I merely said "okay sure!!" or b) i don't want to seem desperate to see you especially if you don't feel the same way about meeting me

I really need to move on to more important things in life (e.g., self development and improvement) than chasing lost friendships. I won't deny we've had fun while it lasted tho.