You're gettin’ me, gettin’ me through the night

So very exhausted today I couldn't even muster enough strength to board the bus back home so thank God my mum dropped by the MRT to pick me up

During work I happened to glance at my phone for a moment and there was a call that came in. On the other end of the line was a guy called Jeffrey (?) from NUS Catholic Students' Society (CSS) and he spent time trying to convince me to join their Freshmen Orientation Camp (FOC) from 30th June till 3rd July. But the thing is I can't make it on 30th June cause it clashes with my last day of work and Aristal. So I spent a lot of time deliberating whether to attend the camp cause if I don't attend the first day, it'll be a bit extremely intimidating since people would've bonded without me and i didn't want to feel extra. But that's quite a shit reason to be honest haha. It's amazing what long showers can do to you cause during my shower time I've managed to convince myself to go anyway and it's cause of these 2 reasons:
1) There's a reason why I happened to be looking at my phone at the split second the call came in. I don't usually look at my phone at work (kidding) but I know there's a reason for this
2) I'm going to a camp to draw closer to God and I know the Lord wouldn't fail me because He never has. So there's nothing to worry about since He's looking after me! There's probably a very appropriate quote to insert here from the Bible but I'm not a Bible reader so