tonight isn't a good night

i'm so bogged down by the fact that i can't solve any question of the 3 papers I've attempted so far. I'm only able to do bits and pieces of it & it's just so worrying.

I'm trying to learn as much as I possibly can & it's just so hard because most of the time, I don't understand the examiner's report since they don't show all the steps and other times I'm trying to decipher handwriting.

+ there's this kid upstairs that just keeps yelling away i just want to jump off a building rn.
work isn't getting any better, it's getting worse
My positive mindset for the week is just plunging